I don't know what the reason is and I don't know why but I feel like absolute shit. ><" I feel terrible and uncomfortable. It's not like I'm sad about anything or hungry.. I just feel depressed at the moment. I thought that typing this out would make me feel better but I don't know if I'm going to even upload this or not. But if I do then I guess you're reading this right now. This is a total 180 from my usual self when I'm practically like a hyper bunny on speed isn't it? Now I'm like this you'll realize that I'm just like everyone else, I'm not always a happy and cheerful person, I have my sad moments, moments where I just have those deep deep thoughts about things in life. On the other hand, I might just be sad because my brain plus my body just feels like being sad today? Who knows? Cuz I certainly don't... and it's not like I just suddenly became sad like BAM! I noticed it as soon as I woke up today, and it just gradually and slowly became more noticeable to me and eventually just took over me I guess. I thought that going to the gym would help but sadly, those endorphin's and that gym after glow you get just didn't do anything for me. I worked out hard today, like super hard and all I was left feeling was tired, out of breath and lightheaded.
Hmm.. I don't like the fact that I'm putting negativity on my blog with all this depressing-ness and sadness, SO, I'm going to stop now and I'm going to try and go make myself feel better. :)
Thank you for reading, I won't say I hoped you enjoyed because there was nothing to be enjoyed in this post. Just know that being sad and depressed are not things that are out of your control, they're choices.
You're the one that makes those choices, and I think you deserve to make the happy choice. x
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